These too take my minds and time but i'm the typical the one who always spend my time to solve anyone's problem, not mine! :(

Well, im the bad typical girls, but i have so many easy problems now. "Not really important," my bestfriend said. She added,"you're always spend your time to think something that doesn't need to thinking about." and geez, i said, "yes, thats i am" and i realized that my brother said about that. AND I REALIZE NOW, THAT MY DADDY TOLD ABOUT THAT TOO, poor i am :(
okay, lets move to talk about my problems today
1stly, there's orientation on my campuss. Join or not? Some lectures said that it isn't important, but some said yes. Idk will i need some relation to get job from my university's friends? And i need alone now, i wanna be more lil introvert now. And im thinking that me and some of my new friends have a different world. And yea im arrogant now. I always see the differences between now and past, and i love past so fucking muchhhh :(
2nd, i have a friend named a. He is kind and i think that we have chance to be bestfriend, so theres no problem between us if we so close. Hello, everybody has this chance! Back to the topic, and i have friends named b and c. B and c are a's close friend. Even we're so close with a we're not close. Idk, what happened and what b and c's talked about. But since some weeks ago, i felt that b, the bastard, is having 'something' and that was right. If i have some fun with a, b and c'll have a problem, i think. They shouted us, exactly to a while they saw me, and i felt that. It was like kid's game. We're 18th! And all of them are boys, how silly, right? I HATE B AND C SO FUCKING MUCH MUCH, ESPECIALLY B! So, if im close with boys, any problem? Fxck you!
3rdly, today is sona's birthday. Even she won't read this blog, happy birthday! Sorry for not coming to your birthday surprise, i have to accompany my another bestfriend. But youre still my bestfriend ;) happy birthday darl! :) :) :) xoxoxoxoxo